I have a greater appreciation for learning everything NURSING! A lot has been going on with me medically…trying this med and that med, not tapering when it should have been tapered and experiencing depression for the past 2 weeks. It’s been a roller coaster trying to figure out what’s been wrong with me, but after studying this weekend about the correlation between pain and depression, EVERYTHING MAKES SENSE NOW! Plus it helps that I’m on meds again. NO headaches = HAPPY ME!

It also sucked when no one believed I was depressed, crying at least 3 times a day with no reason to cry at all sometimes…soooo now I truly have a first hand experience of how patients might feel when no one believes what they’re going through.

Just thought I’d share for all you future RN’s out there =)

…like girls who like a guy but feels the need to talk to another guy to “get advice” …here’s you’re advice: maybe if you spent less time talking to other guys, you’d have better luck with the one you actually like!

ughhhh…and that’s putting my frustrations in the nicest way possible.

Below is a post that my brother received regarding my family…makes me sad to realize people are really mean and inconsiderate but at the same time it makes me laugh because my family is exactly the opposite of whoever sent this said…we’re intelligent, have originality in our personality, and we inspire others just as much as others inspire us to be better people. And if we are proud of being Filipino then let it be because that’s who we are and I would never change it for the world. I’m sure we are better friends than you seem to be and how can we degrade ourselves in money, which is something we don’t have a lot of. Goes to show how much you know us huh? So I’m sorry if you don’t have your own set of friends or family to love/hate on but please leave our family alone. Thank you!

“kid i dont know who the fuck you carrillos think you are. you are overall, average as far as intellect is concerned, and much lower as far as physical looks go. you lack a personality solely because you leech off of the originality of others. you are no inspiration to those around you and you pride yourself off your egoistic and self absorbed patriotism. you are not a good friend, and like the rest of your filthy filipino gang, you degrade yourself into money. your brother is no less disgusting.” -Anonymous